xoxo, nico

all we can remember is what tore us both us apart instead of what’s forgotten at the bottom of our hearts…smiles filled the silences and laughter filled the sound and everyday was more important when you were around…

loss is uncontrolled and that is what makes it so aggressively painful.

i threw a fit when the bitch who holds the list at the podium just inside the door of mercury lounge told me to go away. he said he added my name but apparently that doesn’t mean a thing so i was turned away and i didn’t get to see them play. to this day i still stomp my feet when i don’t get what i want.

now i lay me
down to sleep

i pray the lord
my soul to keep

if i die
before i wake

i pray the lord
my soul to take