http://xoxonico.com/wordpress Fri, 03 Feb 2012 08:38:59 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://xoxonico.com/wordpress/2009/08/shelf-life/ http://xoxonico.com/wordpress/2009/08/shelf-life/#comments Sat, 22 Aug 2009 03:29:36 +0000 nico http://xoxonico.com/wordpress/?p=274 seeing is believing and looks are all i’ve got to live off. i’ve hit rock bottom and i’ll stay down here waiting until it never changes even if my palms slap a hard place like high fives after try to scrape myself off the surface again and again until i  end up at the beginning. i pretend its all okay and its gonna be alright but that’s just a sorry excuse to cover up what is yet to happen. i can’t stop a flutter bye from flapping the wings that cause the chaos around me and i try everyday to make them feel better about themselves in hopes it will save me one day but i’m beginning to realize that if i go missing or disappear then no one would care. i received an invitation in the post yesterday from an old friend who found happiness and it said i hope you can be there to celebrate my love, don’t hesitate to bring presents and cards with notes that say congratulations sealed with an account balance that covers the check enclosed. i rsvp’d but i know its not customary to arrive empty handed because no matter how much effort i put into anything i’m always going to be left trying to find the exit out of my own empty ballroom.

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